I haven't posted in over a year. I think it's because I am going to college now, and taking writing classes, and I'm afraid to write anything any more in case it's wrong.
But tonight, I had this poetry writing class, and I said bad stuff about someone's poem and now I feel horrible guilt.
I simply can not stand this woman's poems. None of them. I react almost physically to them. They make me want to pull out my hair and throw things.
Well, this hasn't helped. I still feel guilt. And my head hurts.